What bothers me? most of the things in this world. It bothers me that people in great economic power can destroy other peoples lives and not give a crap, it bothers me that congress has people who defend them, it bothers me that out there are people sick enough to rape and kill innocent women and children, it bothers me how much racism is still institutionalized, it bothers me that spouses cheat on each other, it bothers me how cold someone can be to someone else's plight, it bothers me that most people seem to care more about who's right then what's right, it bothers me how almost everyone puts almost everything above their fellow man, it bothers me that we've seemingly blown any chance to have a future worth being happy about, it bothers me how every place people are allowed to express their opinions seems to turn to a toxic verbal warzone of negativity, It bothers me that someone can say that another person is going to hell just for not believing what they believe . Then there's the stuff in my personal life, the fact I fell out with my best friend, the fact I'm still paying for what I did to Didio 3 years ago, the fact everything I care about seems to always be in potential jeopardy, and the worst of all is the fact that I can't touch or kiss or be with the love of my life except in my dreams.

These things eat me alive day in and day out, everyday I think about ending it and believe me I probably will